I'll miss you guys! ♥

Jem! Lynette! Glenn! J.E!


They say if you fall, someone who loves you will lend a hand for you. Here I have 4 pairs of hands, always ready to hold me back up when I stumble backwards. I want to thank my friends, Best friends perhaps, who have always been by my side through ups and downs.


"'cause two can keep a secret if one of them is dead."
How about, "Five can keep a secret even if none of them is dead.". Well, at least for now. haha! I know I can trust them. They've known too much about me (for they read my diary). But I don't really care if someone reads my diary. For me, it's like whenever someone read it, it kind of makes a connection. They'll know what I feel. Why I'm hurt, why I'm happy.


For me, each one of them is like a part of my body. If one gets hurt or hears bad things from someone else, it hurts me and pains me even more. It's impossible for only good things to happen to someone and so there were difficult times and hurtful times. But during those times, I'm so thankful that we were each other's strength and each other's support. Every single one of you is so precious to me and like family to me.. I may joke around with you a lot but I can't talk seriously with you.. because it's awkward for me. But on the inside, I really do think of each one of you so much and I want you all to know that.

Aquinos!


When there are hurtful times and sad times, I've come to find that there is no one else but these fifty people here (including Ma'am Sty :D). Even really close friends, if they're not a part of Aquinos... no one really knows and understands. There were so many times like that and I wish that there will be no more times of hurt and sadness that brings us to tears... I love you, my friends.


Between people who truly care and love each other, there are times where you don't need to say anything at all. Those emotions that are hard to express with words. Things like "I love you..." and "Thank you...". You don't really need to say those words. During the ten months that we spent with each other, we got to know each other better. And during those months, so many things happened and we grew more mature and learned to love and care for each other.


I truly have nothing but gratitude for you guys. I'm just so thankful and I really couldn't say anything other than just thank you.

Negative Thinking that leads to Over-thinking.

Negative thinking has always been my problem. Whenever I hear people talking about something like a gossip, I sometimes I think it was me they're talking about. I'm insecure. I get it. Or am I a psycho? Oh my God.

I recently had this conversation with my friend. I asked her, "Should I be someone new?" She replied asking if something's wrong and why would I want to change if it's good enough to be the same me. I told her that Blair (Gossip Girl's Blair Waldorf) made me realize and/or looking back at the past, I have done bad things. She just told me this:

“Well, if you have done something bad, you better not do that again. We need to learn from our mistakes. God doesn't want us to do wrong things. So, as early as now, we have to change our wrong doings before it’s too late.”

What's the connection of the body to the title? Well, this is why I asked her that question. Some of my friends knew about the "thing" about my ex best friend. And I know that I have made a mistake that ruined our friendship. I don't want to do that again. Gossiping is one of my bad attitudes. But, who can't resist gossips? I mean, even the Upper East Siders know THAT. I really love Gossip Girl and my friends are totally in full support. But the characters really grew on to me especially Blair Waldorf; the scheming, plotting, manipulative protagonist of the TV Show. I think I have that "Blair Waldorf-side" engraved on me. It wants to take revenge on the people who have left a scar in my life and in my heart; the ones who left my life in the hard way - The reasons why I have become like this. They say, "You can't make people love you, but you can make them fear you." I always think of how I will do that when I'm known to be vulnerable.

The things that really comes to my mind whenever I have these negative thinking are "Am I really wanted?" , "maybe he/she/they don't want me as company.." , "maybe they just don't tell me so they can't hurt me..." and many other things.

I decided to post this because one of my friends *slash* my KPop Best Friend always asks me of what I'm thinking about whenever I over think.

credits: Clara Quiambao (@ohteenquotes @claraquiambao) for the editing haha :)

M.O.M = More Of Me

Naisip ko to kasi di pa ko formal na nagpapakilala and nabasa ko yung kay Janina hahaha.

Godgiven is the given name. Get it? Godgiven, Given. hahahahaha! ang sweet corn ko. gets? sweet corn? favorite ni Harry Styles. hahaha. anyanyare sakin? XD Okay, moving on. I'm a senior high student, 15 years old, what I do is not OBSESSION, its called DEDICATION. Especially when it comes to One Direction and Girls' Generation. Whenever people ask me to introduce myself or tell something about myself, I always answer with "Simple. I'm Chuck Bass.. wait no, I'm 1/2 muggle. Deal with it.". I'm the emotional, shy, possessive and insecure type of person. And I'll tell you what, deal with it. That's what I am. I'm friendly. Talk to me, be honest, let's hang out and at the end of the day, I'll tell you what I think about you. I love listening to Korean pop, pop, love, and some other types of songs. My guilty pleasure? If I tell you, it wouldn't be a guilty pleasure. You see, Guilty Pleasure is something one enjoys and considers pleasurable despite feeling guilt. The "guilt" involved is sometimes simply fear of others discovering one's lowbrow or otherwise embarrassing tastes.


Being a part of the online world, I found new friends and some of them became my second family. There's my K-Family which consists of my Neb omma, Miggy hyung, Gennel noona and Cristine noona. There's the Jemsters family which consists of Kery Jem (obviously), Daki, Janina, Nicole and the others. I also got to know some of the famous person in twitter like Kimpoy, who I have met for like 4 times now. I also got to know the owner or the person behind the Twitter famous Oh Teen Quotes, that happens to be a Filipino like me. Clara Quiambao or Ate Clara, as I call her is the person behind OTQ. She made the first move. She saw my picture with Kuya Kimpoy and asked me to do a favor for her, which I accepted of course. Then she gave me her phone number. The latest happening that she shared to me was that she was interviewed by this Canadian Magazine called See Magazine and Seventeen is still scheduling theirs. Of course, we won't forget Lance De Ocampo and Keyr Jem Castro. Lance is a like a mushroom. No, he does not just appear out of nowhere. I think he's like a mushroom 'cause he's a FUNgi. Oh, the punchline is not mine. Blame Louis Tomlinson. hahaha. Okay, Lance gives love to his Luvies. I have told you some details about him on my posts Hey! He's Mr. Jabboo! and Batman? Batman Who?. Pero FYI, he's super nice. Last month which happens to be last year, he helped his parents together with relatives to the Coca-Cola Relief Operations in Cagayan De Oro. Keyr Jem, is a really nice guy. I'm proud to be a part of hius Jemsters family and the Legendary Jemsters. Being part of that is like gaining new family and friends. I love them. :">


I have been to Twitter since my sophomore days maybe? 2009 or something. I have been changing my username. But I'm kind of sticking to this one. @imGivenDivina and my first follow is Anne Curtis.. maybe?


Just recently, I started writing fan fictions and stories. When I was in 2nd Year High School, I only do poems just like my other friends. I have written 2 chapters of my original story Academy Park High, 1 chapter of Westerville Love Story (Glee FanFic), 1 chapter of Easy Win, Easy love (One Direction FanFic), and some chapter of my U-Kiss and MBLAQ FanFics.


Wala na kong masabi kaya... Ciao! Bye! Annyong! Adios! Au Revoir! =))